It's amazing how life goes on and down from a minute to the other. Some of us live and some survive. It's just life. Life is a question of time, nothing else. I'm not trying to sound dark, but sincere... Did you ever stop to think how the world is simple and complex? Both at the same time, equally. If you stay home for a week, doing nothing, talking to no one, your friends will notice, your family too. Maybe they'll stay worried, and maybe not. If you work, you'll probably get a call from your boss or some of your collegues asking "What happened? Are you sick?" and than you start again, maybe loose your job, depending on what is it, it maybe a good thing, lol!
Now, let's picture another week, in wich you spend every single second working hard and helping people. On saturday you'll wake up the time you want, you will do whatever you wish, maybe go out with your boyfriend\girlfriend or friends, anything... What I'm trying to say is: your life is what you make it be! You're breathing, talking, hearing, feeling, thinking... It's easy to live! So live, stop trying to survive! Stop creating difficulties in every single choice you'll have to make! It's just decide. Stop complaining as all is wrong and all should change. If you want a change, than show a change, do something for it. Be the change! Work on your decisions, wasting time is useless. A first action is always necessary, so stop trying to pretend to be something that you know you can't. You know better than anyone who you are and what you're able to. LIVE! Show to the world that you're alive, not that you're a surviver.
